do you know

I'm happy when you're here
but you aren't.
You think about the future
about you have to go.
leave me here in darkness...
You think about us
how you should decide.
should we go different ways,
should we be together?

You think it's better to leave
leave me alone
go your way.

I should live my life
- without you -

You just think about this
but you don't say anything.
You live an illusion,
you lie to protect me,
not to hurt me...

But do you know how much this lie hurt...??

26.10.2003